I want you to know I don’t hate you. I was emotional and lonely. I thought you were my world. But I know that’s not true. I know that I am stronger and better than that. Maybe one day you will find your way back into my life. Maybe you have already forgotten me. I know I tried my best to forget you. But lonely nights like these haunt me with memories of you. Thank you for being mine even for that short while. You will always be in my heart.
People can be so exhausting. Maybe it’s just my social anxiety but it makes me sick sometimes. Just thinking about interacting with someone it makes me want to vomit.
My sister ran away for like two days when she was sixteen to be with her boyfriend (I was eleven or twelve). When she came back she had huge hickies all over her neck and I thought her boyfriend had punched her in the neck or something.